I don't know why lately I feels
low-esteem with myself .
I just don't know .
Almost everyday I asked my mom ,
' why I am so hideous ?'
Then my mom will said
' God already created like that , you should be grateful , what if you don't have nose ?'
A long pause there -----
When some people said
'hey , you already beautiful la , or
some may said
'hey . you cute what
I was thinking
it was a lie
totally a liars
I don't know why I always reflect my self
some big and ugly monster
Yeah to describe how
when I am struggle with my own conflict
I don't realize the real me its getting faded
How to content me with others
Until today when my friend said
'why you being so silent ? it makes me feel awkward?'
Is that what people see?
What people feels ?
When I looked at them
Goddamn why they're so pretty ? so perfect ?
At the same time ,
Some my friend said
'Why she is so ugly'
And I was like
'What the hell you're so pretty and gorgeous'
I realize something
Actually what we see and feels about us
Is not the same
What people see and feels about us
Gotta it ?
Check this out and try to figure out what the massage this video trying to deliver .
Thanks akk shera for suggestion
Before I am trying to get fade
I must rebuild back my confident level
it is getting worse
You are more beautiful than you think