Someone once asked me, whether I am an anti-to guy? . For them, I am different from the other girls.
Haha . It's kind of weird question actually. Do I looks like lesbian ? Agaga..
For me, I was happy with the people around me,just enough and yes I been disappointed in a relationship and have a very rough time to recover it, that's why I'm afraid to fall in love again.
After a year , I be single and a year I'm try to hide and blocking my feeling to fall in love again .
But the more I run the more I am close.
Allowing a stranger present in my life and want to know more than a friend, for me is hard to do, I want to accept him but at the same time the door remains closed my heart to accept anyone.
Will you willing to wait until I am ready ? '' Ya Allah jika dia benar untuk ku dekatkan lah hatinya dengan hati ku , jika dia bukan milikku damaikan lah hati ku dengan ketentuan mu ''