After three months of waiting, finally the question for ex- students of matriculation was looking forward unanswered at 12 pm today .I feel scared to know what's going to happen, whether I'm pleased or not. I never stop to pray begging Allah to facilitate the allegations that have been designated and set my faith and be a brave to know what was in the plan of Allah.
I have already know the answered of the question. I personally could never decipher the feeling when I see the answer is already there. Not sad. Not happy. I just don't know.
Maybe this is my destiny and maybe this is the course of my life that I want to continue . Although at first I feel heavy heart to accept but do I have other options?.
Sometimes we have no choice just the way we make decisions that distinguish it.
Sometimes what we dream about things not necessarily it could be reach .
Maybe this would be an extremely appropriate.
I resigned. I'm pleased. I accept it with a vengeance.
I trust and believe that there is hidden wisdom.
Allah has a better plan for me .