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After three months of waiting, finally the question for ex- students of matriculation was looking forward unanswered at 12 pm today .I feel scared to know what's going to happen, whether I'm pleased or not. I never stop to pray  begging  Allah to facilitate the allegations that have been designated and set my faith and be a brave to know what was in the plan of Allah.

I have already know the answered of  the question. I personally could never decipher the feeling when I see the answer is already there. Not sad. Not happy. I just don't know.

Maybe this is my destiny  and maybe this is the course of my life that I want to continue . Although at  first I feel heavy heart to accept but do I have other options?.

Sometimes we have no choice just the way we make decisions that distinguish it.

Sometimes what we dream about things not necessarily it could be reach .

Maybe this would be an extremely appropriate.

I resigned. I'm pleased. I accept it with a vengeance.

I trust and believe that there is hidden wisdom.

Allah has a better plan for me .

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