LITTLE D

Once upon a time , there was a marriage feast in the clubhouse, at Bukit Mahkota . This is where the beginning of the story the missing  cendol Photography by - jamal Dialog by - Ihsan I don't know when they made up this thing but for me it so hilarious . Laugh out loud . Sampai nak terkencing. Kwangajaaa!Asal aku jadi mangsa !

Is already 3 a.m  I don't know what to do My eyes  Still fresh So . . . . . . . . . . I stalk my old facebook account then I scroll scroll scroll every people post at my timeline  and scroll scroll scroll - - - - - - - as you do now *I know stupid right hihi but why you keeping do it by the way then scroll scroll - - - - - I  saw  it and my eyes keep reading my hand keep  scrolling  - - - - - June 29, 2011  6:25 pm  only god knows how much i love you. ♥ :) 9 . 11 pm What I feel for you is more than words can say, I'll love you forever each and everyday. ♥ ;) June 30 , 2011 9.35 pm you mean the world to me :) 9. 37 pm A day without you is like the world without sunshine. Iloveyou ! :) 9. 59 pm I love you ♥ ;) July 7 ,2011  10. 26pm I love you ♥ hihi ;) July 16 , 2011...

Life is sometimes unpredictable. I do not know why lately I'm too depressed with myself. My fault? Maybe I'm too far away from Allah may this part of the test. Allah may have planned the way my life better. Allah is the  first used for guided me. When I tell my life story to them, they said I was lucky meditating, when I'm alone and reflect upon myself, do I able to maintain this guidance? Too many trials, I almost collapsed. But there is a faith in my heart I will continue to get up and fight, it is not easy to defend something simple collapsing. Let them insult, let them look down. leave. God is all-knowing what is implied. Be patient, O hearts that one day success will come with full meaning.

Hello there , only left less than two weeks from today I will study the way off there. Where? well still in the north. Maybe this is my fate  . Am I ready? . I do not know. My heart is strong rebel don't want to go .but at the same time my mind keep saying just go , you need a space and you need run for a while from those drama is happening . This week my busy week and I am very excited , yeah you know . My shopping week . My mind getting crazy with those 'sale' word with  that cloth , that dress , that shoes , this handbang , that -this . I just can't control myself . As my mom usually said ' I'm getting be hysteria saw those thing . Duhh. Normal-lah . Anyway just wish luck for me . (I don't know what to write that's why I'm  leaving so much space ) Happy Shopping Day ! '' When I shop , the world gets better , and the world is better , but then it's not , and I need to do it again'' -Sophie Kinsella

Do you know the real mean  of ' money' ? Do you know the real mean of 'love' ? Do you know the real mean  of 'family' ? I don't know what those thing real mean . What I know, those three words that when combined give a deep meaning . When you have MONEY they will LOVE you and we as a FAMILY .  I'm tired face of all this drama for 8 years . Maybe they see we  happy, maybe they see we smile, maybe they saw we laugh but they do not see the sense of frustration, tears and hatred.  Not everyone has a happy family, what use money  but not happy, what is the point if the family is not together and hated each other. what is its purpose? Does escape from all this gives them satisfaction?  I do not know when the 'big day' comes.

Semester break, so this my routine help my lil sister but at the end I'm  the only one, who  finish her homework . I'm the only one victims of bullying .  “Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. it means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.” -  Unknown