Broken

Sometimes I just wondering , 

why do we have to meet,

whereas you began to leave me.

without a word and without any notes.

why do we have to know each other,

and the end, 

we just became a stranger

why you should say,

love is beautiful and sincere,

but ultimately you are the one who ,

deface the beauty and denies our promises

why are you trying to build a wall of trust at first,

powerful and invincible,

after all this time I stayed and began to trust.

but at the end you pulled down.

destroyed and shattered.

why did you start to give me happiness,

that it was only a moment for me to taste the sweetness,

but at the end  you also gave me the bitterness of suffering,

which leaves the this scars forever.

why did you give me a smile,

behind your sweet words, your laughter and your jokes,

but eventually you left me,

silently without a word

where at the moment I really need you

And I also wondering ,

why should I give it a chance,

that,

I believe that you are different from the others.

and maybe you are the one for me

but ultimately,

you just the same ,

like others.

or 

maybe I am just kind of person

who don't deserve to 

taste and feel what

happiness are. 

Truly ,

yes me