LITTLE D

I never thought, I might get tangled, trapped in the world, that created by human, who likes to play with human feelings. sometimes I wish, when I walk, there may be by my side, someone will listen to  all the my words, my laugh, my jokes and  laughing with me, yet I still walk alone, abandoned by others, and I was alone again. sometimes I wish, there is someone to accompany me, sitting by my side, while enjoying the beauty of nature, with loaded of people in the bus, when I turned , it's just an empty chair,  a bag on a chair, accompany me in silence journey , and I began to be alone again. sometimes I wish, when I awake, there is someone by my side. which is still in the realm of dream, smile on the lips, but when I awoke, it's just an empty bed and a pillow. neat and tidy, and I'm still alone. I never thought, I began comfortable with this life, walking alone, only heard  ...

Alhamdulilah , so last month I went to Phuket with my friend Farah . Thanks for be my travel partner. Khup khun kap (thank you in thai  language ) . We went there for 6 days and 5 nights and we were lucky because Sunwa she is from Thailand  which is our course mate in our Uni  thanks for be our  tour guide along we were there .Thanks .We enjoyed it .  So I'm gonna review for the interesting place in Phuket more specifically in Patong . Ouh yeah another one we also get help by Sunwa's friends ( Yusof , Haroon and Yaya ) with the help of their as local people it becomes easier our trip in Phuket . Thanks so much and knowing you guys  it's the best part . I hope you guys will enjoy read  my story even I'm not good in writing. (soo I'm gonna put a lot of pictures  ) From Phuket Airport to Patong it will takes about 45 minute quite far , The reason why I choose to stayed in Patong because it's near the beaches so I book hotel there (this is what...

Hello there , D is back bahah and finally finals is OVER yes yes .  I think it's not too late yet for me to say happy new year readers  . Happy 2015 and hopefully this year will be a year will be more meaningful for all. Sooooo urmmmm well 2014 not as I expected, there were so many ups and downs , but mostly downs and it was not a good year for me , but I can feel maybe this year will be better because I can feel . Insyallah and I really have pretty good with my instance okay .My instance always right .  No doubt . (Aipp tak baik riak ) but mostly . Haha no,  just kidding but pegang la pada prinsip kita merancang Allah menetukan ye noks .   Overall for my third semester as a degree students well it's kind of tough sem for me . Serious no kidding the subjects and so do lectures is killing me (but Alhamdulilah masih hidup ) but congratulations to myself because succeed in facing the moments and twists and turns of life during the third semester as a...

Assalamualikum , peace be upon to you . I've found some interesting to share and this words from Ustaz Azhar Idrus ,  This is what he said  '' Kita bimbang nanti Allah akan tanya , kita duduk di  sekian  sekian sekian haribulan sekian haribulan  , kamu lihat tak kemungkaran yang berada di depan mata kamu ? Apa yang kamu buat ?Adakah anda benci pada kemungkaran ? Apa kita nak jawap ? .  Kalau kita duduk masjid , kira duduk surau , kita dok bertasbih  , kita akan di pertanggungjawap di hadapan Allah kerana membiarkan bumi kita penuh dengan maksiat  ,  ' barangsiapa yang menyaksikan maksiat  dan kemungkaran di hadapan matanya , maka wajib diubah dengan tangannya (kuasa) , orang yang tidak ada kuasa wajib mengubah kemungkaran wajib mengubah dengan mulut dangan lidah (lisan ) , kalau lidah pun tidak dapat bersuara maka dengan hati kita benci pada maksiat yang banyak sekarang ini berlaku , benci maksiat dalam hati a...

You said you like her but you not that truthfully like her You said you love her but not full of your heart  who do you think you are  easily to expressed and  easily to forget  how could you and  how cruel  you are sincerely, the dumbest girl on earth who trust you  

Currently  I 'm so busy with assignments .  Too many tasks that I need to finish it but there is also my fault ,  kinda person who loves to do 'last minute' work , so far okay lah but there is also have some lecturer who hard to predict  . Today we are asked to make a given topic, the next  day we were asked to change the topic. I'm tired to deal with this kind of man , if I can  I just want to  punch his face. Kedebush . I'm already starting to miss to write poetry, but lack of time. I need sem break! .  Pray for me and Insyallah  I will write a poem back. Good luck in life. Short message  from me : do not think too much about what people say. Try to learn to be grateful for what you have and people who faithfully with you (ie family and friends) and you're still capable and still alive. Try to learn easy to smile to some strangers (not flirting way OK) .Try to love yourself, when you love yourself , believe  me ...

is not easy,  for me to trust people,  is not easy,  painful to swallow me alive,  chelate and brackish felt for many years,  is not easy,  to restore me back into myself,  feel what it is sweet after all this time , is not easy,  I want to forget the past,  dark story of me,. dear you , is not that simple,  but you simply deny  my trust towards you .   I was silent for a moment.  I was disappointed,  no words can,  reflect my frustrations on you  because you're not what I thought,  I accept your apology says,  but this feeling  began to wilting and dying , began to feel empty,  still hurts and pain.  you simply pull down,  the trust wall I started to build . sincerely, d.y.m.j