LITTLE D

phts&edit by myself  Dear June please be lucky for me . May ? I just don't know . I've  get a job but.. now it's bring me so stressful down to earth I've  met a new friends but ... now they must go somewhere else I've new crush but .. he also go someplace He met me but... it's bring to a huge fight I've a date but ...... --------------------- It's long pause there . I just don't know what to said . Everything went well at first but then everything went wrong . And wrong and always wrong . Yeah like they said someday we'll be on top and someday we'll down beneath into the layers of the earth into how though I'm not sure. But I never felt that I would always be on top always below and below and below.. But With patience and sincerity..I  keep believing on my fate that one day, though not yesterday .. today or tomorrow .. but I still believe that one day my future is bright. I'll make it . ...

I don't know whether this feeling was right or wrong but I think I should let go and keep moving forward . I'm getting bored with you, Bored with all our conversation , Bored with your drama, Bored with everything. Maybe having a crush feeling with you  was enough for me , but loving you , it was wrong and totally wrong and frankly I never fall in love with you. You're my crush since second semester  we met at cafe . I was there you was there .We looking each other and smiling each other . Still remember you staring at me then I'm getting shy hiding behind my friend back  from meeting your eyes. Then.. Since we often bumped several times, looked at each other and smile, we always find a reason and a way to meet. And I also know you already have your partner even you never told it . I'm okay with it.. because you only my crush, love the way your smile, love the way your style , love the way you are . It's not wrong having crush on...

How fast time flies , finally 30 April 2013 . Me as a matriculation student become an ex -student. This feeling such a great feeling, there's no more books, no more staying up for tomorrow paper , no more same dishes at cafe (oppsi) , no more an assignment to pass up and most importantly NO MORE STUDY! I'VE A BREAK FOR FIVE MONTHS. I'm such a happy girl. Okay so here some advice for  who get  matriculation offer and future matriculation students all around the world (acceh). I should admit it, being a matriculation  student is not easy yeah seriously , choosing matriks as your future place for study is such a big decision . You must get a good pointer in first sem to cover up your second sem pointer . So this is my journey .. Firstly my heart sank when I got an offer matriks in some country (prefer to be untold) it's miles away from my home . When I'm there I don't have any friends (forever alone) but actually that time I  have r...

Second semester it just great, we still close each other like always, hang out, do some crazy stuff , haunting our crush again and again  . I should admit it someday I will miss my life and my friends in matriculation , yeah is really hard to met them, we from different country , some from Kedah, Peneng, Pahang , Kelantan . It's impossible  to meet again .  Since lately, too many trials happen to me, sometimes I do not know whether I'm strong  enough to face it.This is beyond my expectations  but I still gave strength to the spirit and feel that this is a test from Allah Almighty . Allah  gives trials to people who can handle it. Many  people are facing trials, massive from me, but why they can handle it with a smile, laughter, I must  be strong. One day the truth will emerge.

Semester break, so this my routine help my lil sister but at the end I'm  the only one, who  finish her homework . I'm the only one victims of bullying .  “Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. it means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.” -  Unknown

Economic and Business really tough . *tak cukup buat note kat buku, dinding bilik jadi mangsa Wish us 4 flat. Dear my friends you cannot pull away  from our covenant, a deal is a deal. :)

Each person has a hidden story and the beginning of something new from the old stories that are very painful, ignoble start in sight then talk followed by a derogatory and disparaging word. When a new beginning for life and rose from  past begins to become a new person in a new place and determined to forget the old story, at first were very difficult, which is difficult to forget old memories and fear may one day  past will happen again someday but until when we want to hide away and how long we want to let them continue to trample and looking down on us. We must also confront them and prove to them that they misjudge us from the first sight, let gradually one day they will realize.