sometimes I hope , word and image, from my mind, go out and play in space, let other people see, see and understand, not only see, on a pair of my eyes, that showing the light of joy, you have been cheated, with a pair of eyes. sometimes I wish , my body is made of a transparent material, so can you see, what exactly fill my heart, what is implied in my heart, my heart is sick, sad and dark, too scared and too lonely, but you only see, I smile happily, you have been cheated, with a fake smile. sometimes I hope , I was invisible, no one knows about my existence, my presence, and no one knew me, but you see me, see my body in a sea of people, crowded and noisy, while myself, feeling lonely, very lonely, extremely lonely...